« April 2008 | Main | June 2008 »

May 2008

May 28, 2008

PJ

May 28, 2007 Define everyday spiritual rituals for myself.
Today I have been preoccupied with PJ because today was his last day of high school. I am feeling old and at this moment technologically challenged. I hope these photos will download in some sort of order that makes sense.
Alli & Pj Little
Alli & PJ 2 PJ 2 PJ 3

May 27, 2008

Wise Understanding


Journal

May 27, 2007 Pay attention to divine chaos. Notice the things I cannot control.
   

My art work-140  
I started a new journal. I actually changed a sketchbook into a journal. I enjoy taking partial images and turning them into journal collages. By starting a journal in a sketchbook that I have already added some drawings makes the process easier. I am not stuck staring at a blank white piece of paper and wondering what direction should I go. As I was reading A Path with a Heart by Jack Kornfield I stumbled upon this quote and thought it should be shared...

As we allow the world to touch us deeply, we recognize that just  as there is pain in our lives, so there is pain in everyone else's life. This is the birth of wise understanding. Wise understanding sees that suffering is inevitable, that all things that are born die. Wise understanding sees and accepts life as a whole. With wise understanding we allow ourselves to contain all things, both dark and light, and we My art work-139   come to a sense of peace. This is not the peace of denial or running away, but the peace we find in the heart that has rejected nothing, that touches all things with compassion.
Jack Kornfield   
These images are my new journal entries or creations.
My art work-141                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                

May 26, 2008

No Agendas

                     
Journal May 25, 2007 Please God give me more patience and understanding. m
May 26, 2007 Avoid creating chaos for attention. No drama needed.




Last night was wonderful. An absolutely beautiful evening for a cook out or dinner on the deck.
I am enjoying my holiday weekend. Trying to be very low key. No projects no agenda no to do lists.
0524082036




May 22, 2008

What do you see?

Dogs   Today, trying to be patient and  listening for guidance. I really wish I was here on this Island in the South Pacific.
ICresort_2_prefRes

May 20, 2008

Hello

Journal May 20, 2007  Awakening
May 21, 2007   Family
May 22, 2oo7   Resilience
May 23, 2007   Resonance,  Vibrancy, Strength, & Clarity

I had an awakening today. What is the saying ....a picture is worth a thousand words. Well I recently found this picture of myself when I was three (I think). I guess some would say here is proof that I was born to take charge to be controlling and somewhat demanding.

Sc0016eb64

Ha..Ha but I think I also show vibrancy, strength and clarity.

May 19, 2008

Interconnection

Journal May 17, 2007  Be authentic
May 18, 2007 I want a healthy body that is filled with energy
May 19, 2007 I want to live my life's passions

This past weekend I participated in an Anusara yoga workshop with Amy Ippoliti. TheFit_yoga_cover_june_2008_2 workshop, studio and people were wonderful. Saturday we learned how to assist others with proper poses and alignment. Sunday we learned the "art of heart language".
I love how if you stay open and pay attention to the world around you certain aspects of your life start to make sense. Recently I have been reading One City: A declaration of interdependence. This weekend I  read this quote by John Friend the founder of Anusara yoga.  I felt one of those aha moments when I read  his words how practicing yoga facilitates the inter-connectedness of all life......

By following ethical guidelines we practice serving the flow of goodness in our thoughts and intentions, kindness in our words and life-enhancing skills through our actions. If the highest goal of practicing yoga is to remember the inter-connectedness of all life, connect to the one Universal Spirit that is the essence of everything, then it stands to reason that everything we do should honor and facilitate that awakening for all beings. Works of service off the mat are a natural extension of this. From the profound knowledge of the inextricable, delicate and wondrous interconnection of all of life, we are instinctively moved from within to cultivate skillful means of enhancing life for the entire planet. - John Friend

May 16, 2008

Humility

Journal May 15, 2007   Humility
May 16, 2007 "True humility is releasing the need to win, to have to win, to have to have the last word, to have to always have your insecurities reinforced with endless support. Humility is the ability to help someone who is injured - not to wait for years for the other person to apologize..." Caroline Myss

As artists we are humbled on a daily basis. How many art projects have ended in the trash can. But how many art projects have flourished once we humble ourselves to the process and stop trying to control it.Sc008b080a
I associate humility with control. To be humble one has to have the ability to let go and just be. I am not saying give up but live your life without an agenda. I see so much unhappiness because expectations were not met.
The "secret" of life that we are all looking for is just this: to develop through sitting and daily life practice the power and courage to return to that which we have spent a lifetime hiding from, to rest in the bodily experience of the present moment- even if it is a feeling of being humiliated , of failing, of abandonment, of unfairness. - Charlotte Joko Beck

Sc0003a052

May 14, 2008

Reading

I have just started reading One City A declaration of Interdependence by Ethan Nichtern. Ethan is the founder of the The Interdependence Project in New York City. The book opens with this quote........
It really boils down to this:that all life is interrelated. We are all caught in an inescapable  network of mutuality, tied together into a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly. We are made to live together because of the interrelated structure of reality......Before you finish eating breakfast in the morning, you've depended on more than half the world. This is the way our universe is structured, this is its interrelated quality. We aren't going to have peace on Earth until we recognize the basic fact of the interrelated structure of all reality.
Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.
When will society reach this level of understanding. No I am not advocating socialism I still feel that democracy is imperative. But when will we learn to appreciate each others differences. It seems so much of the world and certain religions feel the need to shove their ideas down our throats. When will the world be filled with compassion and understanding?
All I know is my children liked each other today and allowed me take pictures of all four of them together.....my small miracle. ( I have a huge smile on my face)

P1020696

P1020693

I had nothing to do with the hats that was all their idea.


May 12, 2008

Strive

May 11, 2007  -  Grace, continue to strive to live a grace filled life.
May 12, 2007  - May 14, 2007  Real peacemakers do not hate the hatred in others; they do not make war in their hearts against war. Real peacemakers start with an understanding of the nature or life. Understanding leads organically to a far reaching and healing sense of forgiveness - forgiveness of one's own perfections, and of the imperfections of others, and of the world.

I love this quote from The New American Spirituality A Seekers's by Elizabeth Lesser. I think in todays world it is easy to be caught up with judging others imperfections and indicting others for our own flaws and failures. We must start by forgiving ourselves. We must be honest and understand ourselves so forgiveness does not lead to a feeling of entitlement. Mary_child_sprayed_stencil
I know what I want and that is to live a peace filled life based on love. Which I believe most people want. It is what I wanted for yesterday on Mother's Day. I remember when I was younger and asking my Mom what she wanted for Mother's Day and she replied for you and your sisters to be nice to each other and to get along, no fighting. Looking back I do not believe that we fought as much as we picked on each other. We were constantly judging and felt compelled to share our knowledge/opinions with each other. In a house of three girls I feel that this was very normal but not very healthy. So for my own children I am trying to teach them understanding and forgiveness. I have learned they will only grasp the meaning of these words by my own example. So for today I am going to continue making art which is my personnel guide to understanding life.

Flower_butterfly_final

May 10, 2008

Silence

Journal May 9 & 10  2007       Prayer by Mary Oliver
                                 

It doesn't have to be
the blue iris, it could be
weeds in a vacant lot, or a few
small stones; just
pay attention, then patch

a few words together and don't try
to make them elaborate, this isn't
a contest but the doorway

into thanks, and a silence in which
another voice may speak.
      


100_0704_2 Yesterday (meaning Thursday) I practiced praying and being silent. I have become interested in two words interconnected and organic. Here are some photos of what my silence and thoughts led me to created....Stencil & Stamps and a few embellishments.

100_0707